Friday, April 03, 2009

Friday, April 03, 2009

Allison broke her collarbone

So the girls were playing on the couch i got up and went to the computer really quick to have a smoke. hadn't even turned for a min and Allison fell off the couch. i seen her start to fall tried to get to her in time and didn't. She was screaming and crying I tried all I could do to calm her down and couldn't. I called my mom told her I think I need to take her to the hospital and then called Josh at work to let him know what I was doing..While I was trying to get Allison dressed I went to put her arm in her sleeve and she started screaming and shaking really bad.. Well Josh ended up calling and telling me he was coming home, so my mom just took Kenzie and we took Allison to the hospital.. They took x-rays of her and come to find out she broke her collar bone. I just can't figure out how she did it.The fall from the couch to the floor isn't that far, yes it's a fall but I feel freaking horrible as heck! Anyway I think they were thinking I did it on purpose till when they told us that it was broke I started bawling my eyes out cause that just made me feel even worse about the whole situation. They realized it was an accident that I wasn't trying to harm my child! But now she's got to keep her arm wrapped down and cant move her left arm so her collar bone can heal. UMMM hello she's 10 months old how in the heck to you keep a very mobile child from moving??? But they gave us pain medsfor her to help. So hopefully the 4-6weeks they said it will take for it to heal will go quick! I sure hope so. I don't know how i'm even gonna be able to deal with this! I feel like the worst mom in the world that it even happened. Seriously I should freaking know she fell off the couch before and Josh has yelled at me IDK how many times not to let her play on the couch unless I'm right there. UGH I just want to scream, crawl in a dark room and bawl my eyes out even more!!! I just feel so horrible.